I failed my third theory test...

Today I took my third theory test... And failed. And this is why.

I spent all morning struggling to breathe and being constantly terrified. In my drama lesson after lunch (my last lesson before my theory test) I started having a panic attack, but instead of leaving the room like a sensible person, I stayed and tried to push the panic attack away. Obviously that didn't work so I spent a good 5 minutes feeling like I couldn't breathe and having tears streaming down my face, sat staring at the floor. When I looked up, the guy I like was staring at me and just said 'do you want to leave?' So I nodded and ran out of the room to get some air. A friend of mine came to find me a minute or two later and helped me to the medical room where the lovely lady there helped me calm down because I was freaking out, my hands and feet were vibrating from the pins and needles, my ears were ringing and my eye sight was fading. She eventually managed to help me slow down my breathing and pulse after a full 20 minute panic attack that was the worse I've ever had.

Straight after my panic attack, my mum took me to my theory test where I sat in the room desperately trying not to have another panic attack. I got my results and went outside to meet my mum, who was chatting away to the guy who I've liked forever (the same one who was in my drama class).

So that was my fun day yesterday, I hope yours was better.