So I had a motivational Monday post ready to upload today but I didn't want to post it because I haven't felt very motivated today and I definitely don't want to pretend to be full of joy and motivation when i'm not.
Today I've been really anxious because I have my third theory test tomorrow and I think knowing how bad it was the last two times is making it worse for me. I know the answers and have passed every theory test I've done online but it's when I get in the room that I can't do it. It feels like the walls are closing in and all I can see is the little timer at the top of the screen ticking down and down and down and I'm holding my breath and it feels like everyone in the room is staring at me, waiting for me to fail. When I walk out of the room at the end I'm hyperventilating and can barely even see anything because I'm so lightheaded, it's a terrifying experience that I'm dreading.
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